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Wed, Jun. 15th, 2005, 11:43 am
Oh man, screwing with people on the internet is the most fun. Emily knows how it is... Anyways, I have no life whatsoever. The faucet in my kitchen is leaking. drip drip drip Shut the fuck up already. Summer school begins tomorrow. 8:00 am. its gonna fucking suck because i think i have kim peterson in my class, who is mr. petersons wanna be gangster ho daughter. but, atleast i will have something to do everyday for 5 hours this summer now. ewwwww. Anyhow, my stomach still hurts, this is like an ongoing stomach ache hell. ITS BEEN PAINFUL SINCE SUNDAY. well.. thats it.
Thu, May. 19th, 2005, 04:33 pm
I really need a job, but im almost definately not going to get one this summer. I hate my PE teacher to death. He started mocking me today saying "oo look at the little baby girllll who cant play baseball and shes so sad wah wah wah and shes angry at the big bad mean man for telling her to go in the outfield wahhh" and things like that.. and then i just stared at him and I said "fuck you, tom." and i walked away. Amanda and I went to the counselors office and then to Mr. loui's to talk to him about it, I hate that amanda talks too much about useless repetitive things, she is really stupid, but nevertheless I appreciate that she and i went.. even though i know the school board arent going to do ANYTHING about it. they never do, because no one cares about 2 weird girls that care about their rights. I have a test tomorrow on asia. I hope i dont fail. sigh. everything sucks. Oh yeah and everyone in san jose is a dumbass. i turned in my english final a while ago. I do think i failed. I had to edit out a lot of the material because it was too graphic and stuff. i hate censorship, though. I hate my mediocre (sp?) teachers, who want me to do everything with limits, who want me to sit patiently and listen to all the stupid ignorant kid's stories and dumb shit. uhhhhhhhg i better get AP calsses next year, but it probably wont be better. ah.
Fri, Apr. 8th, 2005, 07:11 pm
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are you gonna make me a cake? are you gonna take out the eggs? are you gonna bake it right? yeah and give everyone a slice? guitar solo? no its okay make it oh make my day
"youre so sweet" thanks, i know "you're so pretty" but no ones beautiful
"i saw that shirt on nellys video" i think when i grow up im gonna be a ho
momma momma what did that man say
who care he's leaving anyway
you got the guts to kill an insect on your computer screen you reserve all of the good books from the public library
do you know how to disco do you know how to skank can you break a little thats okay just make my cake
i know its no ones brthday, but happy unbirthday to you, likewise yeah its all natural,
life size blow up doll rubber gags it is not my fault hammer the nails into the wall backstage, free stickers, mini van t shirts, beer belly soccer mom
nice show at the roller rink
make make make my damn cake ____________________________________________________________________

okay so you notice how my left leg is darker than my right?
it is because i have not shaved my left leg in months.
it is 4:21 AM... i guess this means i am going to sleep all day.

Xtreme bowling!!! lol.
Oh, LiveJournal. Ive come back to you... Our withering displacement can no more conquer. yesterday, after badminton practice, I went to laurens and we danced like foxes. I had a dream last night, and I think its gonna come true.. seeing as all of dreams came true for the past 2 days. 1.) the train to los angelas crashing due to another vehicle. 2.) Mike insulting me while wearing a british hat. Soo the part of the dream that I can remember, was that I got my grades for this new symester back and they were all just as Mr Loui told me what to get, except for science. Yes I got an F in science in my dream. lol. Not really a big deal. Hmmm erica (get online, lol) I was thinking, and I dont really want a cuddley boyfriend whos all like "awww" ... yeah I just wanna bang sometimes. lol. anyways, its a sunny day today and I must go to laurens house later for last night I left my camera on her dresser. Last night we went to some church to see some screamo-emo bands... well the portrait was totally hot, the music was good as far as guitars and drums go, BUT the vocals on the one asian guy was like super terrible. TERRIBLE. Jesus H christ, they are so lucky they were hot.... BUT, I totally hit it off with the HOT bass player. Anyway, the entire church was filled with jocks from my school and girls wearing simple plan and hollister shirts. whateva. Theres another show tonight, but I dont really think I can go, I was out too late last night and Lauren and I must dye eachothers hair and create mardi gras masks. How I love you ERICA, you are probably one of the only ones who reads this. lol. annnd I love anyone else too, but probably erica most. lol.
GOSH... no, i didnt mean that, lol. anyways.
So, I'm just here... my sister returned from wherever it was that she was living yesterday and she spent the night here. My brother and mom left a few hours ago to Mervyns for clothes for christmas at my aunt's..... which means I'll get to go shopping for christmas... which means yes erica, fancy dress to the maximum. lol. score. Finally... an excuse to look hot.
No one calls me anymore.... I have a cruel feeling that maybe everyone's just doing stuff without me.
I keep having weird dreams that have to do with murder, decite(is that a word?), revenge, hate, blasphemy, and total crude-ness.
Goddamn.
I really can't wait til I'm 18, when I am, I'm going to move out.. finish school, go to a college far away, then resume with my over-the-top carreer dreams with erica lol and never come back to this stupid hell house.
But, I really like this song.... its happy. There are some songs that make me so happy... for example gravy train!!!! - hella nervous.... i can dance to that all day.
this song is nice and mellow... yayuh.
I dont know what I'm doing today, I think going to the great mall and then to the goodwill .. in search of fancy dresses indeed.
I love you all.
Tue, Dec. 21st, 2004, 06:32 am
im dying my hair pink. then it shall be pink. and then i'll put blue streaks in it. and it will be pink with blue streaks. i'd write more, but there are spies in my home <3
wooo.... i <3 erica. Anyways. Today was slightly swell, I didnt do much. Mike is being a piss-ass and isnt talking to me and always tells me to go away, so fuck him. Lora is sad because Paul's a fuckhead and she wants to go out with him, but he just likes to play with her emotions... stupid boy, he loves to savatoge (sp?) poor innoccent girls. Im glad i dont like him. Yep, and I am now the street teamer for Miss Flo... lol. YAYUH. I cannot wait to see them on sunday at christmas in the park, wooooooo. Anywho.. I think im going to dye my hair brown? should i? i think so. Well toodle-oo, im going to eat a veganized burrito. i love erica. <333333
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